and what kind of life is this?

i just cant seem to find a real friend outside of my husband. all i have are friends that dont call, and that never hang out with me, and what kind of friend is that? i love dustin i just need more than one friend, is that wrong of me? well weather it is or not, it doesnt matter because im coming to the conclusion that ill never have any real friends at all.

thats right bitches.......

Im back to my old crazy ANNOYING self!!!!! for i was once lost but know i am found! and you guys can FOOOK oFF! t('' t) yeah!

just a little bit of recent work............



steve martin, 1st session....

3rd pin up 1st session....

flowers...

cant shake this feeling!

FUCK! what the hell is wrong with me?! i cant shake this horrible feeling of insecurity, hopelessness, and a serious lack in motivation.
i feel like all my friends secretly hate me. so much so that I'm only comfortable enough to be myself with two people in this world. Dustin and Tonya. what the hell happened to me? i never used to give a fuck about that shit now I'm too afraid to ask someone to hang out cause i don't want to annoy them or have them say yes out of pity.
i just feel like i have a whole in my heart. so much so that i will randomly just start to cry for absolutely no reason. even listening to a happy song.
i just feel hated.

blah

healed

what the FUCK is wrong with you people?!!!

ok i put a sign on the fucking door that say the piercer is off on monday.......i have a sign in front of me on the counter that says the piercer is off on fuckin monday.... and theses retards will still see the sign on the door, walk in, stare at the sign in front of me and STILL ASK FOR A FUCKING PIERCING!!!? why are there so many retards in the world? i think my head is going to explode......

GOD DAMMIT! WHY?

PLEASE HOMIES! STOP GOING TO OTHER MOTHER FUCKERS FOR YOUR TATTOOS!!! YOUR FUCKIN KILLIN ME!!! mother fuckers going to dragons breath and shit, wtf? i dont like to dogg on other peoples skills but, just go look at they're portfolio and compare it to mine, please!!! and pipline, and all points? what the fuck is wrong with you guys? knowing damn fuckin well that id hook you the fuck up!? i sware ill hook you up better than any other shop you go to. in fact if you can find it for a lower price ill do it for that or less!!! hows that shit assholes?! stop going to other people when im down the GOD DAMN FUCKIN STREET PLEASE!!! UgH! yall are really killin me here, please stop. im here, call my ass come see me, just let me do your tattoos dammit.